Appendix B: Deep prayer for healing

Appendix B: Deep prayer for healing
Get a Better Boat
Appendix B: Deep prayer for healing

May 04 2026 | 00:07:12

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Episode May 04, 2026 00:07:12

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Jill Loree

Show Notes

This final piece shifts from ideas into something more personal and direct: intention. Instead of explaining the path, it offers a way to step onto it—through a deeply honest, no-shortcuts kind of prayer.

At its core, this is about commitment. Not just wanting a better life, but being willing to face whatever stands in the way of it, especially within ourselves.

The prayer moves through a series of clear, grounded intentions: to see the truth about ourselves, to take responsibility for our experiences, and to stop avoiding discomfort. It names the usual suspects—pride, fear, self-will, avoidance—and asks for the strength to face them without hiding or softening the edges.

What stands out is the balance between effort and trust. There’s a willingness to do the work, paired with a recognition that guidance and support are also needed.

It also reframes pain in a practical way—not as something to escape, but as something that leads somewhere meaningful when we’re willing to feel it honestly. The tone isn’t heavy; it’s steady and sincere.

The takeaway feels simple: real change starts with a clear, wholehearted “yes” to the process.

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[00:00:01] Speaker A: Deep Prayer for Healing Cultivating an in depth intention to heal it is important we bring the full weight of our soul to this work, for it takes a fierce commitment and full emotional investment to reach our destination. Returning home to God Consistently saying this deep prayer can provide a personal compass for navigating the high seas of life. This is Scott Whistler, Jill Laurie's husband. I developed this prayer in 2001 while in deep study of these teachings. Today, over 20 years later, this is still my daily prayer and the core of my spiritual practice. The powerful spiritual momentum it built in my life has carried me through many difficult times. Consider reading it a few times to see the deep beauty it holds. Prayer I give my heart and soul to God. I commit myself to listening for the will of God. I serve the best cause in life. I want to expand my life. I want health and fulfillment and abundance in every area of life. I want rich, intimate, vibrant relationships. I want to experience total love and pleasure supreme without holding back. I intend to give myself completely to life. I am willing to give to life as much as I wish to obtain. It is possible to have such a rich good life. To do so, I ask for divine guidance and divine help. I want to see and find all places in me where I have selfishness, self centeredness, negativity and destructiveness. I want to see all falseness no matter how hard this may seem. I want to see and find all places in me where there is pride, self will, untruthfulness and fear. I want to find every place inside me where I wish to cheat life by secretly wanting more than I am willing to give. I intend to shed all illusions I have about myself to see the raw naked truth about my current interstate. This is the price I will pay to have the life that I want. I want to overcome every pride, vanity, willfulness and shame that makes me hide behind pretenses and to find every subtle inner dishonesty where I am too self indulgent to face myself and change. I am willing to shed my ego defenses and face directly into all negativity. I am willing to accept all difficulties that arise in my life because whatever life brings, I know that somehow I have created it. I accept utter self responsibility for my life. I am willing to grow from my difficulties rather than childishly complaining about them as if someone else had given them to me. I trust that in truly accepting life's difficulties I can find and heal the roots of them inside me. In facing life's difficulties, I will be capable of receiving the good of life. I invest the best I have into my life. I will not withhold anything of myself. I want to contribute to the cosmic unfoldment and Christ's great plan with all the faculties I have, those already manifest but perhaps not used in this way, and those that are still dormant in me. I want to contribute and be of service, and only as a thoroughly fulfilled and happy person can I do so, not ever as a suffering one. The route through my inner negativity requires becoming emotionally healthy and mature. So I wish to truly know what I feel and how I block my feelings. I wish to see the superimposed, intellectualized concepts that block my feelings without judgment or moralizing. And I wish to face and feel my fear of experiencing defeat, pain, loss, and the unknown. I am willing to look at myself naked as I truly am, without emotional defense. I am willing to patiently look without haste or hurry to get it over with immediately. I beg of you, God, help educate me to fully know and experience what I really feel. Help me to see the distinction between superimposed will and real feelings. I ask my higher self, God in me, to show my mind, inspire me to be receptive, and gently, gently let my real feelings come up, whatever they may be. I have the strength to endure a little real pain. Real pain is the gateway to pleasure and fulfillment. I welcome my real pain, my real emotions. I gather all my faculties, all my resources, and use all the ground I have gained to fully experience all fear of deep, painful, hurtful, frightening feelings in me with all my heart, all my strength and and all my gentleness. I intend and wish to recognize the cause of all life's difficulties within myself. I intend and wish to go in and through my deepest fears and wounds. I intend and wish to experience all accumulated feelings in me and rid myself of all toxic emotional waste. I summon my faith that going in will not annihilate me. I intend and wish to face the discrepancy between what I claim to believe and actually do believe about going into my feelings. And I wish to be aware of my special methods of avoidance and no longer want to deceive myself like this. I accept the life I have created for myself and in this way I can change the parts I don't like. I dedicate myself to being of service to life. Amen. [00:07:03] Speaker B: This work is copyrighted by Jill Leree, founder and manager of Finesse, llc. All rights reserved.

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